Purpose

My journey towards understanding my purpose in life has been long, arduous, and with a healthy dose of dramatics.  Dramatics such as sobbing buckets of tears while exclaiming over and over, "What is my purpose, God?!"  However, if you have ever had such a crying session, you also know it is no joke.


To have a knowingness deep deep deep within your soul, that pounds against the inside walls of your being day in and day out.  To have this itchy restlessness within you, pressing you to keep looking and looking because you know the answer is right around the corner, on the tip of your tongue, on the next page...  To be hounded and teased by the Holy Spirit to follow a path that eventually looks like a wrongly numbered connect-the-dots picture.  This is what it means to truly seek your purpose … because your purpose is seeking you.